Another Prayer Answered

Thank you, Jesus.

Yesterday I took a few hours off of work. Just enough time to go pick up my new “Asisten Rumah Tangga” and took her to my house.

Yes, I finally got myself an ART! She’s still new at this kind of job – as she said that she has never worked before, let alone being a maid – but I am okay with her taking her time learning. As long as she does want to learn. First impression, she’s honest. Let’s hope she can keep up with the rest of the family. The children, mostly. As long as she can manage my boys, she’ll be alright.

Terima kasih atas doa dan bantuannya, ya teman-teman…

help. (part II)

things happen for a purpose.  how i really believe that.  just like what my master oogway says.  it is never a coincidence.  something happens in order for something elese to happen.  or something happens, because something else (something good) is about to happen.

here’s my story.

help.

i’ve been having a hard time to focus on things these past couple of days.  apa pasal?  it has to do with ‘people management’ at my home.  some of you might have already guessed.  and got it right.  yup.  you’re right.  that’s what i am talking about.

addicted to drugs

i am, by definition addicted to neuralgin.

today the usual headache decided to pay me a visit again.  i don’t know whether it was the heat, the rush, or my body that has been a bit on the weak side lately.  but it was awful.  i was taking the boys to play at timezone and during all those time i had to endure the most painful feeling in the world.  my head felt heavy and the whole world seemed to shake everytime i moved any part of my body.  including everytime i took a breath.  and the worst part of all, i didn’t have the time to buy the one and only painkiller that works for me.

so when i got home, the first thing i did was find myself some neuralgin.  down one tablet and sat down.  about 10 minutes later i felt fine again.  just as predicted.  gone is the pain in my head.  and it was because of neuralgin.

i am, officially addicted to neuralgin.

shocking news

today i was shocked. a friend said, “you like being abused.  you are even attracted to it.”

i really did not understand at first.  but this friend sounded very serious.  this has to be wrong.  there has got to be something wrong with me.  this friend is a friend whose opinion i trust and give high regards to.  

i imagine that someone who deliberately chooses an abusive environment to live in must be someone who has something wrong going in the brain.  someone stupid.  i never thought of myself as someone stupid.  but someone just came to that very conclusion.  someone i trust.

is there really something wrong with me?

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