today i was shocked. a friend said, “you like being abused. you are even attracted to it.”
i really did not understand at first. but this friend sounded very serious. this has to be wrong. there has got to be something wrong with me. this friend is a friend whose opinion i trust and give high regards to.
i imagine that someone who deliberately chooses an abusive environment to live in must be someone who has something wrong going in the brain. someone stupid. i never thought of myself as someone stupid. but someone just came to that very conclusion. someone i trust.
is there really something wrong with me?130309